BEFORE PAUSE DELETING
Many years ago, I was working for an indie publisher and became friendly with one of the salesmen. The guy was a bit of a character, but his energy was unflagging and he was a bulwark for the company. Then something changed. I noticed he wasn’t going on sales calls anymore. And one day I walked by his office and saw him passed out at his desk. We went to lunch a few days later and he confided that he’d been diagnosed with HIV. As he spoke, he waved his hands in the air as if to wash this news away. He said his friends were terrified for him, but he assured me he felt fine, and it was all a big mistake. It wasn’t, of course, and a few months later,…